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Sick

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1.
Sick 03:47
Sick Fucked in the head Making you dead And I can't believe anything that you said All of these eyes staring back every time I look behind my back again Lost Fucker it's wrong You don't belong And I've got no sense to say it You've got something to prove So make a move before I kill you too Eyes everywhere These eyes everywhere And you're sick Sick Fucked in the head Making you dead And I can't believe anything that you said All of these eyes staring back every time I look behind my back again Lies Cutting my ties Look at these eyes Do I look like I'm fucking fine? This is fucking my life Fucking every time And I think I've lost my mind I'm getting over in time Fuck it's getting to me Just don't let it get by Fuck this headache in me I feel you screaming my name But you're silent to me Now I'm sick in the head Fuck I did it again Fuck this place The hate is overwhelming to me I can't face This life is fucking killing me And you're sick Fuck you're sick Sick fuck
2.
Fallen on my face What is this place? This race, no pace In case you want to drag me down Don't smile, frown I'll beat you down Hate consumes my soul I can't control It's getting old I wish I never had this shit Fuck all of it Not taking it Everything you said Fucks up my head Instead I dread That you may someday murder me So let it be Don't look at me Every fucking time I make this mine This time I'm fine I don't need you to let me know Just what I show The undertow From life to rust A bitter trust The endless lust It turns to dust Break me These tears falling My voice calling I can't describe this horrid vision My perception of depression This mind is a fucking prison
3.
Hyde Inside 02:59
This hatred that consumes you This sorrow abuses you These tears that you cry at night These fears you run from in fright This war it overtakes you Emptiness that penetrates you Coldness is buried inside Comes out and you cannot hide inside Your soul I left defeated You lie unconscious, bleeding Something that must be done To emerge a battle won This fight cannot be finished Your pride has been diminished Disgust and inner hate This is the end of faith Hide inside you Pain, hate, rage and hunger Killing one another Pain, hate, rage and hunger Kills our sacred mother
4.
Disposable 04:43
Can't you see that this is killing me? What have you done to me? All of this, superficial Everything you say is wrong with me Can’t fucking never be God I feel so disposable Feeling light-headed My scars embedded Into my skin from deep within Looks like it's all over I'm not rolling over Just to die in your eyes I can't deny what's left in my Redemption in confession My impulsivity The beast inside of me Is so held dear with fear Fucked up Can't take it Can't believe you'd fake it All of your shit's so explicit You know it's all over I'm not rolling over I won't die in your eyes
5.
Insomniac 04:18
Staring right up at the clock Haunting me with its tick tock Wondering why can't I sleep? This isn't how it needs to be Countless hours pass me by It's endless Time has run me dry This feeling kills me everyday Just hope to god this goes away Still this hasn't gone away Counting every fucking day Keep hearing all the screams Silently invade my dreams This hell, it keeps consuming me Till I can't feel a fucking thing Pray to god my soul to reap Just give this night so I can sleep Lay me to sleep Counting sheep can't save me now Lay me to sleep All I wanna know is how Lay me to sleep How the fuck this happened to me Just put me to sleep And let the silence set me free Nails in my hands Pound them in my eyes Nails in my hands So I can sleep tonight
6.
Broken Inside I've got nothing left to say What have you become Not that I care anyway, I have to deal with your hypocrisy every fucking day, I'm so sick, sick, sick of you And I'm so sick of your ways I take the time to look inside And realize this hate will never die As long as you're this disgusting waste of life Another day begins another fight You love to leave me here for dead You wanna fill my head with lead You love to see the people dead You wanna coat your hands in red I feel nothing but the shit you fed to me My god it's so disgusting how you seem to disagree With everything surrounding you that’s allowing you to see I'm fucking everything you wanted that you could never ever be You're broken inside Pain Stop, the pain is killing me Chained to the cage that holds me restrained Left with only freedom to gain At the end of all of this pain Torturing It's killing me Rained blood It's pouring out of my veins Fight through all the hurt and the strain Stop what's fucking killing me
7.
This Life 04:08
Standing as you're staring at me with such a frozen gaze I can't tell if you despise me or if you're simply amazed There’s something dead inside my mind like nothing here is real But you don't realize what you don't know is I can't feel Hopelessly I'm lost inside my head and I can't understand Every time I feel the corner turn it takes me back again Trapped inside, my heart is racing I just can't seem to deal But you will never know what you can't see is I can't feel All along, you’ve been right there for me Or so you think I heard your voice calling out to me Just save me If I close my eyes it goes away I cannot blink Slowly I will simply fall away Save me I am the one you keep inside I am the one keep alive You can run but you can't hide Scream my name But you’ll never end this life I am the reason you can't tell Whether this is life or hell You’re living in your cold, hard shell Scream my name But you’ll never end this life
8.
You fucked me in so many ways What gave you pleasure gave me pain What made this last, we'll never know But still I feel this anger grow If only I controlled my hate Maybe we could've been the same You smiled when you watched me die You're fucked past guilt and built on lies You told me that you meant no harm And still I gave in to your charm Now look and see how far that got me There's nothing you can do to stop me You took my soul You sold me out I saved your life You watched me drown I gave you everything I was Now look at what you've fucking done I settle in darkness without you This is my attempt to break away I'm better off living without you I only want you just to stay away I sit here in the dark alone And hope one day to find my home And I believe that the end is near Because with ending comes this fear How can you say that I'm so blessed? I'm living in a fucking mess I'd rather die than be this man You don't know who the fuck I am How could you let things get so bad? I gave you everything I had You never cared You never saw That everything I did was all for you Who do you think you are? Why can't you just go away?
9.
Blood 03:55
I'm standing in the mirror with the blade in my hand As the blood seeps through these walls of my skin My veins are tightening My heart is pounding hard There's no hope left for me But still I won't fall No more blood Standing here alone I never want to see you Covered in my blood that stains your gaze These voices scream at me I ignore all their cries I've come undone you see So fragile my face You're burning me You're hurting me You're feeding me You're killing me You love to see me suffer on and on Soon I’ll be gone forever Is that so wrong?
10.
Still Alive 03:25
Your patience is growing thin But you can't run from what's within Another day, another dollar down the drain It's digging deep into your skin To grab a hold of what's within Another day, another dollar up in flames Falling Calling Feel so small And never again will I be the same Lying Crying Feel like I'm dying Never again will I take the blame I'm still alive and I will not die just yet Give me another chance I'm still alive I won't let you die just yet Give me another chance to fail Your hatred it emanates It's making me suffocate Another day, another life is wasted It's so to say I can't relate Can't even communicate Another day drowned in the hatred Everything is dead inside To scar the face you'll never hide Last time I knew myself I died Yet I still feel like I'm alive You never knew what you had done The war raged on till there was one A second chance to be the one And now the end has just begun
11.
Restrained 04:23
You’re fucked Every day you get in my way After the battle seems to liberate Descending eyes don't seem to really contemplate The underworld The over world The other world is dying Someone help me Just because you've never lived Doesn't mean you'll never die You make one mistake and you are a fake Through the eyes of the storm The blades craving more blood From deep within your veins So to say you're all the same Blood from deep within your skin You never seem to care You never seem to feel Just because you've never lived Doesn't mean you'll never die I feel no pain Fucked and insane Break me in vain I am restrained I can't complain that I'm insane Can't take the pain Leave me restrained You pushed too far It's what we are You're all the same You'll never change
12.
When light fades into the distance Their fallen sun may rise again As moonlight rains through the darkness It pierces the sorrow and falls again Hold on to the gift I gave you Life is what will only save you Faithless, god may soon forsake you Willingly gave his life for you Empire of a broken man A Failure Dying where he stands Take her life into your hands Emperor of this broken land The rain falls crying swollen tears And all its fabled sins come out again Hides in the veil of inner sadness Beauty can't be found and dies again I take her life into my hands And watch her slowly drift away I’m a broken man
13.
Mortuary 06:18
I feel this searing pain burning through my skin This pain's intoxicating Euphoric This pain alters me I scream the pain away but no one hears me They tell me just to rest "Soon you won't feel a thing" I have vague memories of someone looking down on me And visions of my blood dripping down into a drain Can't take away the pain See all the blood and strain I'm living for the pain As it’s coursing through my veins Never close your eyes I look into my eyes and I can see my own reflection As I bury deep inside the very sight of my discretion In my heart to realize that everything is made of hatred Like the lies I built inside all made of ash and desecration I died

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released October 13, 2018

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