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DieDieDie
04:39
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Die die die
All you do is lie lie lie
You lied to me
You make me be who I hate inside
motherfucker
I know I can't take another lie
You're in my mind
I'm going blind
I'm hating all you left behind
I wish you'd die
In front of me
In blood you'll lie
Hating me
This is the time
Avenge me
Now you must die
Before me
I wished you dead now that you're in my head
But this lie will never die
Don't you see that?
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Impure
04:51
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I sew her seams so tightly
She's irreplaceable it seems
Her screams bring pleasure to my ears
Though I'm not so sure just what it means
Knit one purl two down the middle
Sealing shut the tears straight down her chest
This needle and thread bear salvation
I'll put these voices to rest again
Only when I seal her mouth will silence be
Hope now I can breathe in all her agony
Only when I shut her eyes maybe then she'll see
My soul dies, she rests in pieces with me
You stay forever in me
Constantly I feel it
I feel you suffocating me
You bring the hate out of me
Every time you build me up
I gotta tear you down
I can't contain these urges
Just have to hear her screams again
They stop the voices from coming back
To talk me out of this again
The look on her face without the eyes
The way her body feels without the skin
This is ecstasy, it's got to be
I'll lose myself in you again
You're impure
Broken
Bleeding
Lifeless
Not breathing
You're what I want to see
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3. |
Never
03:41
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The sun sets and the spirits rise
I see the hatred in your eyes
They never cared it's all a lie
Can't realize the pain won't die
It never shows, fear in their eyes
But we know they're all dead inside
Their inner selves so hard to find
Society is running blind
Never will I be reborn
Never will I see the sun
Never will the fear be gone
Never will hope ever come
This world is dark or so it seems
With skin so deep, scarred at the seams
These things you think that you can feel
But you don't know that it’s not real
And everything that was our own
Has been dead as long as you’ve known
The severance of all our nerves
The cleansing of this social dirt
I can't be afraid ever again
I can't be remade ever again
Never, oh never will I ever be afraid
Never again
Never, oh never will I ever be remade
Never again
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4. |
From the Heart
04:16
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The hatred deep in me
It's all I'll ever be
The way you think of me
A bastardized disease
Why the hell do you hate me?
And what the fuck do you want with me?
Can't you see I just can't be
All the shit you want from me?
But you don’t understand
That this is who I am
And you don’t realize
I’m caught up with these lies
I'm going from the heart
I won't let this shit start
It takes a hold of me
Somebody set me free
I'm going from the heart
I won't be torn apart
Sometimes you've got to be
The one to set you free
The things you say to me
And the ways that you hurt me
I was never truly free
From the pain you've given me
Would you quit hiding from me?
Turn the fuck around and finally face me
You say you don't take shit from me
Well I won't leave till you make me
I am
I was
I will be
Once again
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5. |
Hollow
04:23
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Everyone around me seems so tall
So much taller than me
Yet I'm the only one who seems to fall
Fall so miserably
This place is full of shit
Caught up in this ignorance
Can't get over it
I'm fucking done with all of this
We can't escape
We're blind from the truth
I know this world has gone to waste
We only live the lies we've borrowed
Now failure is all that I can taste
I've never felt so fucking hollow
Everything seems pointless to me now
Now that I can see
This web of lies they just can't live without
God it's killing me
Suffocate and twist
Choking from the lies they spit
Can't survive this shit
When ignorance is fucking bliss
What I wouldn't give to feel alive
I cannot take this anymore
But I can't escape this broken life
Just leave my pieces on the floor
Everything is lost and dead inside
Give me strength to close the door
I hate this fucking place
I wish it'd all just be erased
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6. |
Lost
03:56
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His child the moon and dark became
Once was a man they called insane
With fear and anger in his heart
Depression, all that slowly starts
The hate becomes a piece of him
Society has taught to him
Forever in his soul he'll keep
The sentiment to never weep
I can't fly on broken wings
I can't live on broken dreams
The things he always dreams to be
He tries to be like you and me
But now he feels his tears just fall
And lives in the shit of it all
The thing from which the anguish starts
That has been living in the dark
Heartbroken, bursting at the seams
Replaced by all his silent screams
Now he laughs at the fools who once had so much joy
They are now like he once was
Another worthless broken toy
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7. |
Shut Up [H8]
03:32
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You said that we are birds of a feather
You say that we're so alike together
You think you're fooling me with all your lies
I'm not fooled one bit
You're not my friend
I know this
You think you're so fucking clever
Wake up bitch, that's likely never
Take one look into my eyes
and tell me that you'll never die
I'm sick of this bullshit you feed me
This frustration that you give me
That's it punk, You've crossed the line
It's time I take back what is mine
I am the hate, the rage
The blood on the page
Release me from the cage
I'll fuck you up
Don't fuck with me, you'll see
I'm hard as they can be
I'll beat you till you bleed
I'll fuck you up
You said that this is not the end
You say that I'm the one who pretends
You think it's over?
No it's only beginning
I'm done with this shit
Here we go
Let's end this.
You all think you fucking know me
But I’m not the man that you see
Right before your very eyes
You're in for a fucking surprise
I can’t wait to take you down
Just face it bitch, you're going down
Yes this is where I set things right
It's time I take back what is mine
And I'll take you down
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8. |
The Amityville Whore
06:03
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Stand in my whirlpool of untold confessions
Soon I'll die a martyr of my own emotions
I deify the sinful heart that I am blessed with
Why can't I just find the meaning of these lessons?
I despise my own emotions
My very eyes are unforgiven
Still I try one last decision
To find my light for my redemption
I deny the horrid memory engraved in my cold mind
The picture painted
I can't take it
Losing my will to live without regrets
So why can't I just find my own way to forget it?
So walk a mile in my shoes
If you were me what would you choose?
A soul like mine, beaten and abused
Nothing to gain but all to lose
Some nights I hear you calling out to me
Your voice rings in my ears
The guilt consumes me every time I'm reminded of that memory
And I've tried to keep you alive in my heart for so many long years
But it's time I let go of my mistakes from the past
And set myself free
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9. |
13th Derelict
03:28
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So begins the story of a boy who couldn't find his way
He hadn't made the best decisions that he could have made
He kept on digging deeper and deeper into this hole
That he buried himself in as he grew old
There was a time when he remembered those words he said
To his love he said he'd be there for her till the end
Eventually he could see it was all for naught
For all the cheating and the lies and sentimental thoughts
That he felt for this person that he thought was god
He never knew that he would later see she was a fraud
And as he looked in the mirror all that he could see
Were the reflections of his own pain and misery
She's staring down a loaded gun
He says her life is done
Oh murder, oh murder
Slake my thirst for blood
Some say he was a blind man for believing the lies
Of this bitch who walked right through him wearing her disguise
She could destroy him in an instant and she didn't care
And she betrayed him as he watched while he was standing there
But things were strange
He became deranged from watching himself change
Into this man he hated
Debated whether he should live or die
But with the drugs and the sex it's hard to stay alive
He lived his life for everybody else
And to this day can't even look at himself
For every night that resulted in more tears cried
He held onto that broken heart till the day he died
There’s a rip in my heart
A hole in my head
A knife in my back
I’m better off dead
I won't lie to you anymore
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10. |
Who Will Be the One?
03:06
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Step on up
It's time to play the game
Insert the coin and let it go
Try your best
Although you're bound to fail
Come on kid, it's time to roll
Don't fall back
It's not your time to die
Don't you be a quitter now
Change that attitude
I'll set you straight
I'll become the winner now
Step up
Who will be the one?
Drop down
All is old and done
Run along
You'll never take my place
I am all things greater now
Go ahead and laugh it up you punk
I won't be defeated now
Broken faith
Your spirit lives in chains
There's no revolution now
Come on down and show me what you've got
You won't take my life now
Caught up in fueling the fire
I'm left in your demise
These sins in me you've inspired
Make you what I despise
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11. |
October
03:34
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All around me you surprise me
Everything is so clear and divine
Feel it crawling deep inside me
Am I still staring down that line?
Always say you'll be here with me
Drowning in pools of cyanide
This bleeding heart will never faze me
Numbness lies forever inside
October
The years they disappear
Remember
The end of days is near
Indecisive
I am blinded
Nothing's harder than being alive
All the hatred
Nothing's sacred
Felt so empty all of my life
Make me worry
So unhappy
Never wished that this pain would arise
Was I really even worth it?
Pushing all these memories aside
And I can't wait to hear them scream
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12. |
Now That I'm Dead
03:29
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Now that I'm dead
I will find the answers to these questions
I will stand my ground to this infection
I will be the one and only savior
This will be the night that we'll remember
You are the voice without a soul
The orphan child they'll never know
The light is not in your control
The sky falls down
The stars align to your descent
Now is the time you must repent
You never knew just what it meant
But they will know it
Now that I'm dead
I will be meaning to your nothings
I can always say I stood for something
I will be reborn into the nightlife
You will not forget the twist of my knife
You were the one born with a gift
The only piece that never fit
You never really gave a shit
The sky falls down
You are the reason I still fight
Here in the darkness of the night
This the time my soul takes flight
Your end is coming
Now that I'm dead
Nothing in the world can ever take me
I will face your god should he forsake me
There will be no way you can escape me
I will show you just what lives inside me
This life is subject to change
Now that I'm dead
I will now remain to live forever
Mine will be the face you will remember
I will put an end to this facade
I will be the true immortal god
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13. |
The Cure - Lullaby
04:34
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On candy stripe legs the spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim shivering in bed
Searching out fear in the gathering gloom
And suddenly a movement in the corner of the room
And there is nothing I can do
When I realize with fright that the Spiderman is having me for dinner tonight
Quietly he laughs
Shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow and quicker than flies
His arms all around me and his tongue in my eyes
Be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more
For it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
The Spiderman is having you for dinner tonight
And I feel like I'm being eaten by a thousand million shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning I will wake up in the shivering cold
The Spiderman is always hungry
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