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Impure

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1.
DieDieDie 04:39
Die die die All you do is lie lie lie You lied to me You make me be who I hate inside motherfucker I know I can't take another lie You're in my mind I'm going blind I'm hating all you left behind I wish you'd die In front of me In blood you'll lie Hating me This is the time Avenge me Now you must die Before me I wished you dead now that you're in my head But this lie will never die Don't you see that?
2.
Impure 04:51
I sew her seams so tightly She's irreplaceable it seems Her screams bring pleasure to my ears Though I'm not so sure just what it means Knit one purl two down the middle Sealing shut the tears straight down her chest This needle and thread bear salvation I'll put these voices to rest again Only when I seal her mouth will silence be Hope now I can breathe in all her agony Only when I shut her eyes maybe then she'll see My soul dies, she rests in pieces with me You stay forever in me Constantly I feel it I feel you suffocating me You bring the hate out of me Every time you build me up I gotta tear you down I can't contain these urges Just have to hear her screams again They stop the voices from coming back To talk me out of this again The look on her face without the eyes The way her body feels without the skin This is ecstasy, it's got to be I'll lose myself in you again You're impure Broken Bleeding Lifeless Not breathing You're what I want to see
3.
Never 03:41
The sun sets and the spirits rise I see the hatred in your eyes They never cared it's all a lie Can't realize the pain won't die It never shows, fear in their eyes But we know they're all dead inside Their inner selves so hard to find Society is running blind Never will I be reborn Never will I see the sun Never will the fear be gone Never will hope ever come This world is dark or so it seems With skin so deep, scarred at the seams These things you think that you can feel But you don't know that it’s not real And everything that was our own Has been dead as long as you’ve known The severance of all our nerves The cleansing of this social dirt I can't be afraid ever again I can't be remade ever again Never, oh never will I ever be afraid Never again Never, oh never will I ever be remade Never again
4.
The hatred deep in me It's all I'll ever be The way you think of me A bastardized disease Why the hell do you hate me? And what the fuck do you want with me? Can't you see I just can't be All the shit you want from me? But you don’t understand That this is who I am And you don’t realize I’m caught up with these lies I'm going from the heart I won't let this shit start It takes a hold of me Somebody set me free I'm going from the heart I won't be torn apart Sometimes you've got to be The one to set you free The things you say to me And the ways that you hurt me I was never truly free From the pain you've given me Would you quit hiding from me? Turn the fuck around and finally face me You say you don't take shit from me Well I won't leave till you make me I am I was I will be Once again
5.
Hollow 04:23
Everyone around me seems so tall So much taller than me Yet I'm the only one who seems to fall Fall so miserably This place is full of shit Caught up in this ignorance Can't get over it I'm fucking done with all of this We can't escape We're blind from the truth I know this world has gone to waste We only live the lies we've borrowed Now failure is all that I can taste I've never felt so fucking hollow Everything seems pointless to me now Now that I can see This web of lies they just can't live without God it's killing me Suffocate and twist Choking from the lies they spit Can't survive this shit When ignorance is fucking bliss What I wouldn't give to feel alive I cannot take this anymore But I can't escape this broken life Just leave my pieces on the floor Everything is lost and dead inside Give me strength to close the door I hate this fucking place I wish it'd all just be erased
6.
Lost 03:56
His child the moon and dark became Once was a man they called insane With fear and anger in his heart Depression, all that slowly starts The hate becomes a piece of him Society has taught to him Forever in his soul he'll keep The sentiment to never weep I can't fly on broken wings I can't live on broken dreams The things he always dreams to be He tries to be like you and me But now he feels his tears just fall And lives in the shit of it all The thing from which the anguish starts That has been living in the dark Heartbroken, bursting at the seams Replaced by all his silent screams Now he laughs at the fools who once had so much joy They are now like he once was Another worthless broken toy
7.
Shut Up [H8] 03:32
You said that we are birds of a feather You say that we're so alike together You think you're fooling me with all your lies I'm not fooled one bit You're not my friend I know this You think you're so fucking clever Wake up bitch, that's likely never Take one look into my eyes and tell me that you'll never die I'm sick of this bullshit you feed me This frustration that you give me That's it punk, You've crossed the line It's time I take back what is mine I am the hate, the rage The blood on the page Release me from the cage I'll fuck you up Don't fuck with me, you'll see I'm hard as they can be I'll beat you till you bleed I'll fuck you up You said that this is not the end You say that I'm the one who pretends You think it's over? No it's only beginning I'm done with this shit Here we go Let's end this. You all think you fucking know me But I’m not the man that you see Right before your very eyes You're in for a fucking surprise I can’t wait to take you down Just face it bitch, you're going down Yes this is where I set things right It's time I take back what is mine And I'll take you down
8.
Stand in my whirlpool of untold confessions Soon I'll die a martyr of my own emotions I deify the sinful heart that I am blessed with Why can't I just find the meaning of these lessons? I despise my own emotions My very eyes are unforgiven Still I try one last decision To find my light for my redemption I deny the horrid memory engraved in my cold mind The picture painted I can't take it Losing my will to live without regrets So why can't I just find my own way to forget it? So walk a mile in my shoes If you were me what would you choose? A soul like mine, beaten and abused Nothing to gain but all to lose Some nights I hear you calling out to me Your voice rings in my ears The guilt consumes me every time I'm reminded of that memory And I've tried to keep you alive in my heart for so many long years But it's time I let go of my mistakes from the past And set myself free
9.
So begins the story of a boy who couldn't find his way He hadn't made the best decisions that he could have made He kept on digging deeper and deeper into this hole That he buried himself in as he grew old There was a time when he remembered those words he said To his love he said he'd be there for her till the end Eventually he could see it was all for naught For all the cheating and the lies and sentimental thoughts That he felt for this person that he thought was god He never knew that he would later see she was a fraud And as he looked in the mirror all that he could see Were the reflections of his own pain and misery She's staring down a loaded gun He says her life is done Oh murder, oh murder Slake my thirst for blood Some say he was a blind man for believing the lies Of this bitch who walked right through him wearing her disguise She could destroy him in an instant and she didn't care And she betrayed him as he watched while he was standing there But things were strange He became deranged from watching himself change Into this man he hated Debated whether he should live or die But with the drugs and the sex it's hard to stay alive He lived his life for everybody else And to this day can't even look at himself For every night that resulted in more tears cried He held onto that broken heart till the day he died There’s a rip in my heart A hole in my head A knife in my back I’m better off dead I won't lie to you anymore
10.
Step on up It's time to play the game Insert the coin and let it go Try your best Although you're bound to fail Come on kid, it's time to roll Don't fall back It's not your time to die Don't you be a quitter now Change that attitude I'll set you straight I'll become the winner now Step up Who will be the one? Drop down All is old and done Run along You'll never take my place I am all things greater now Go ahead and laugh it up you punk I won't be defeated now Broken faith Your spirit lives in chains There's no revolution now Come on down and show me what you've got You won't take my life now Caught up in fueling the fire I'm left in your demise These sins in me you've inspired Make you what I despise
11.
October 03:34
All around me you surprise me Everything is so clear and divine Feel it crawling deep inside me Am I still staring down that line? Always say you'll be here with me Drowning in pools of cyanide This bleeding heart will never faze me Numbness lies forever inside October The years they disappear Remember The end of days is near Indecisive I am blinded Nothing's harder than being alive All the hatred Nothing's sacred Felt so empty all of my life Make me worry So unhappy Never wished that this pain would arise Was I really even worth it? Pushing all these memories aside And I can't wait to hear them scream
12.
Now that I'm dead I will find the answers to these questions I will stand my ground to this infection I will be the one and only savior This will be the night that we'll remember You are the voice without a soul The orphan child they'll never know The light is not in your control The sky falls down The stars align to your descent Now is the time you must repent You never knew just what it meant But they will know it Now that I'm dead I will be meaning to your nothings I can always say I stood for something I will be reborn into the nightlife You will not forget the twist of my knife You were the one born with a gift The only piece that never fit You never really gave a shit The sky falls down You are the reason I still fight Here in the darkness of the night This the time my soul takes flight Your end is coming Now that I'm dead Nothing in the world can ever take me I will face your god should he forsake me There will be no way you can escape me I will show you just what lives inside me This life is subject to change Now that I'm dead I will now remain to live forever Mine will be the face you will remember I will put an end to this facade I will be the true immortal god
13.
On candy stripe legs the spiderman comes Softly through the shadow of the evening sun Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead Looking for the victim shivering in bed Searching out fear in the gathering gloom And suddenly a movement in the corner of the room And there is nothing I can do When I realize with fright that the Spiderman is having me for dinner tonight Quietly he laughs Shaking his head Creeps closer now Closer to the foot of the bed And softer than shadow and quicker than flies His arms all around me and his tongue in my eyes Be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more For it's much too late to get away or turn on the light The Spiderman is having you for dinner tonight And I feel like I'm being eaten by a thousand million shivering furry holes And I know that in the morning I will wake up in the shivering cold The Spiderman is always hungry

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13.03: Redemption of a Søul

Shocked as the Asylum crumbled
He gazed upon the fallen ruin around him
What remained of his surroundings left him in awe
The place he had forever longed to see
A realm beyond his reality
He was finally here in our home
~The Otherworld~
Long alone without help or hope
None shall accept his impure soul
Lost in doubt, he finds the courage
A Race up the mountain to meet redemption
But will he reach the top?
Only the 13th Derelict can.

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released October 13, 2019

Zeke13 - Vocals/Programming
Egore64 - Guitars

*Track 13 originally by The Cure

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